By Frederick Buechner
Zondervan 2017
141 pages Spiritual
I can’t imagine my writing a book blog without including something
by the master of spiritual writing, Frederick Buechner.
Buechner is now 96 years old, and has written in his
lifetime more than 30 books, fiction, theological, and spiritual. This is not
the first of his books that I have read, but apparently the first that I have
written about. We are discussing it in my spiritual growth book group next
Tuesday.
A Crazy, Holy Grace is a compendium of
Buechner’s writings on pain and loss. He discusses “the power of hidden
secrets, loss of a dearly beloved, letting go, resurrection from the ruins,
peace, and listening to the quiet voice of God. And he reveals that pain and
sorrow can be a treasure—an amazing grace. Buechner says that loss will come to
all of us, but he writes that we are not alone. Crazy and unreal as it may
sometimes seem, God’s holy, healing grace is always present and available if we
are still enough to receive it.”
I came to Buechner’s book following a very bad week..
My friend’s 40-year-old daughter had died of cancer. She had a two-year-old
son, and her death brought back for me all the pain I had suffered many years
ago when my 41-year-old husband died, leaving me with a two-year-old, as well
as two older children. That sort of pain never leaves a person, and Buechner
speaks to that type of pain as he describes the suicide of his father and the
resultant anxiety all these many years later.
I just kept underlining passages that meant a lot to me
personally. An example. “If God started stepping in and setting things right,
what happens to us? We cease to be human beings. We cease to be free.” He goes
on: “But I sensed the passionate restraint in the silence of God, which was
both silent and yet eloquent.” He closes the chapter: “Joy is the end of it.
Through the gates of pain we enter into joy.”
I especially appreciated the final chapter: Reflections on
Secrets, Grace, and the Way God Speaks. I like how Buechner is liberal in the
way he speaks of God. A non-believer in the word “God” can find as much to
appreciate in this final chapter, as the passionate evangelical. In this
chapter, he speaks of death, suicide, funerals, and each person’s sacred
journey. “In other words, all our stories are in the end one story, one vast
story about being human, being together, being here.”
A Crazy, Holy Grace meant a lot to me because
I had a lot of anxiety that needed calming. His words can have a powerful
impact on hearts in need of grace and peace.